So yesterday I recieved emails from Dale - Maggie's biological father. And he has said that he wants to sign his rights over. Which is wonderful, but at the same time it upsets me because he doesn't want to step up. But now Bradley can adopt lil Maggie =]. Which he is her father anyways. Anyone can make babies, but it takes a true man to be a daddy. I think I kinda upset Bradley tho because he knows that Dale saying that got to me and hes probably wondering why. Its just that I know when maggie gets older shes gonna wonder why here blood father didn't want to take care of her. Shes going to feel like she wasn't good enough. I know how shes going to feel because I had to go through it. But then again, shes going to have a wonderful life with Bradley. I know he loves all of us. And he wants to be her father. Which makes me love him so much more. He's an amazing man. His love is so pure and strong. Ive never been in a relationship like this. There's no fighting, no abuse, no tears, no sadness, its pure, its loving, its everything Ive ever wanted. I love him more than I have ever loved in the past. And thats strong. I can't wait to marry this man. December 31!!!!

So I have to work today and I totally don't feel like it. All I do is work. I want to spend the day with my babies again. Yesterday I had the day off and I took Cayden to see Monsters vs Aliens. It was great to have mommy and Cayden time. He feels left out alot because of the lil babies. I need to do that more often. He loved it. He had his lil popcorn and mommy even let him pick out his own candy. Of course he had to pick the package that had spongebob on the front which was cotton candy. He didn't like it that much. Bu that lil bit he did have sure did get him wired. God I love being a mommy. Its the most rewarding thing ever. I know alot of people talk crap about me. Having 3 babies by 3 different men and only being 21 years old. But I cna't take it back and honestly I wouldn't if i could because i wouldn't have my children. And yea i could have them in the future but they wouldn't be the same lil buddle of joys i have now.

Well I feel asleep last night without talking to the hubby. I haven't talked to him since like 7 yesterday and its killing me. I cna't go that long without talking to him =[.

Well ima get off of here for now. Until next time...te amo