Ex

This week has been crazy. Got in a fight with Bradley for the second time. We were a hair away from breaking up. That so wasnt fun. But everything is better now. For the time being. He just doesnt understand how much I do love him.

Then I got to hang out with Monica. We havent actually hung out in years. So that was fun. Krislyn and Maggie got to meet for the first time. They're only two months apart. Im suppose to go stay with her tonite. We'll see how that goes cuz I have to take both kids with me. And cayden is crazyyyy.

Ok another thing, that is driving me absolutely insane. Jonathan, Billy's father, is being extremely nice to me. The other night he called me like 3 times. And hes always bringing stuff up that happened when we were together. Like yesterday, when I was on the phone wit Brad he started fucking with me, I think hes trying to fuck things up with me and Brad. But hes not going to succeed. He had his chance with me and he totally ruined it. I am completely in love with Bradley.

Bipolar Boyfriend

So today is the second time this week that Bradley and I have fought. And its starting to get old already. I honestly think he is trying to push me away. And I think that he is bipolar. This time today I didn't even do anything to the boy. All I did was call him back and was trying to talk to him and he snapped at me. And then when I texted him he said that I was being annoying because I was talking to him like I was never going to see him again. Well you know what, you never know, and im so fucking sorry that I miss you. Excuse me for actually caring about my boyfriend. And the thing that really pisses me off is what was last said. I told him Im sorry that his video game is so more important than i am and he said that it was. OMG. thats the straw that broke the camels back. Who the fuck would say that to someone they are suppose to love. He doesn't love me. He doesn't care and he doesn't want to be with me. Thats just ridiculous. And I never had a problem with him playing video games like most girls would. Hell I like video games and I actually went out to get an xbox so he;ll have one here. What an ass. Im trying so hard with him and I keep getting slapped across the face. Im done trying. Im done giving it my everything. If he doesn't care why should I?